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Euphoria


Euphoria
Is this what Euphoria feels like? 
Or is this just pure excitement building up inside me, waiting for the perfect moment to boil over? 
What is Euphoria?
The dictionary defines it as a feeling or state of intense excitement and happiness
But it goes no further leaving the cause open to interpretation. 
Some believe Euphoria can only be reached through actions,
Through memories being made
But I believe there is more to Euphoria than a single moment
A single happy moment
Euphoria can be something much bigger than this
Much bigger than just ourselves and our memories
Euphoria can be love 
Total and all encompassing love 
A love so strong it crosses borders
Oceans 
Languages

Euphoria is what I feel when hearing your voice
Listening to the words rolling off your tongue 
Craving it as if they are my last dying breath
Euphoria is what I feel when seeing your happy smile
Letting it into the world to brighten my day 
And grow my own to match 
Euphoria is what I feel when I see you 
When you sing 
When you laugh 
Even when you cry 
Euphoria is what i feel 
The feeling that comes over my body like a wave of rushing water
Drowning me 
Taking me under in nothing but joy and love 
This is what I feel when I see you
Your truly are 
The cause of my Euphoria







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